Monday, August 23, 2010

Disappointment

Who knew such a beautiful path could turn out so bumpy and difficult? Well, the bliss of the weekend was depleted this afternoon, upon receiving more medical records for our Birth-mom. It turns out that she wasn’t completely honest and some of the information she provided the agency was contradicted in medical chart, therefore we have decided to walk away from our agreement.

We feel a little numb, and can’t even explain how we are feeling; sad, hurt, ticked, frustrated, betrayed, discouraged and raging mad are only a few of the words that come to mind. Our hearts hurt for our little boy who extremely excited to soon meet his baby sister.

9 comments:

  1. How many times must you be tested????
    Is this part of the plan-cuz if so, could
    we not ask (pray, beg..) for it to be
    re-worked?! You're strength, resolve
    and faith are beyond amazing. Hugs and
    love to all - xxoo forward onward...

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  2. Praying that God will soothe your hurt hearts(all 3 of you), and give you peace and hope for this journey.
    Erin

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  3. praying for wisdom and peace...
    aching hearts
    and praying for good/excellent homes for these little ones that could have been with you but can not.

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